God bless you.. I think it is wonderful that you have the courage to come forward with your addiction and face it honestly. My husband struggled with his addiction to pornography and is very vocal about this to his friends and colleagues. By "outing' himself and trying to direct other young men, he has been very successful in battling this demon. He has to avoid, and even speak out against the typical guy talk that contributes to this addiciton. He is so aware of his "triggers" that he has deleted certain channels from our tv- like MTV- because of the content of videos, etc. In this world this is a very hard addiction for men- due to societal influences. You are being bombarded daily by images that will bring up those desires in you physically, even though your heart and your mind really wants to change. In order to be successful you may need to limit your computer use, for instance, doing your homework at your college computer lab rather that at home where you may have the impulse to surf the net.. which might trigger something. My husband found a very good book, reccommended by his chaplain, that helped him immensely... it is called "Every Man's Battle". They also had a version for women, called "Every Woman's Battle" which I have read, even though this is not the demon that I personally struggle with, I did find it helpful to our relationship. Good luck to you! I am proud of you for trying to make this change and will pray for you!