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I tried looking at this problem from a Christian point of view, and prayed about it. But, it's just turning back to my extermination.
I'm going to have to explain to the group at church how deadly this
has become.
I've tried to be of a mind that God will handle this, but, it's not
working! Either God doesn't want to help or he can't !
If He doesn't want to......I have to accept that and know what is in
store for me, and just prepare for the end
If HE can't help me, I still have to accept that and realize this is a lost cause and nothing CAN be done!
I'm willing to give up my life........being it isn't worth anything anyway !
The thing I don't understand is....... one side says I'm lazy and don't want to work. The other side says if I commit suicide I'm breaking the law. Either I'm acceptable or I'm not.
If I don't get help with this very soon, I could very well be homeless for starters. And being homeless down here in Florida isn't too well appreciated by the police.
And it's pointing back to the fact that my bad credit is a crime.
I try turning away from it........but it's too big.
I'm forced to face this.
garystan
I'm going to have to explain to the group at church how deadly this
has become.
I've tried to be of a mind that God will handle this, but, it's not
working! Either God doesn't want to help or he can't !
If He doesn't want to......I have to accept that and know what is in
store for me, and just prepare for the end
If HE can't help me, I still have to accept that and realize this is a lost cause and nothing CAN be done!
I'm willing to give up my life........being it isn't worth anything anyway !
The thing I don't understand is....... one side says I'm lazy and don't want to work. The other side says if I commit suicide I'm breaking the law. Either I'm acceptable or I'm not.
If I don't get help with this very soon, I could very well be homeless for starters. And being homeless down here in Florida isn't too well appreciated by the police.
And it's pointing back to the fact that my bad credit is a crime.
I try turning away from it........but it's too big.
I'm forced to face this.
garystan