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Several months ago I felt like I needed to be on disability, but instead I took another job. After this job ended in September I decided that The Lord really was leading me towards state disability so that I could get my medical condition under control and get back into the workforce. I've always had medical issues but with new and more stress piled on the issues get worse. I applied and when I went I check on my paperwork they told me "oh everything's fine. It's ready to go but we can't do anything because your dr forgot a date". So I sent the paperwork for correction to my dr. A few days later I got letters for referral to psychiatry and neurology. That was a good thing since I've been having seizures for 9 yrs and the drs have refused to send me to a neurologist. I rushed to the psych referral and was told "oh we can't do anything until you're cleared by a neurologist." I've kept in close contact with my dietician the whole time and I think she's about ready to blow to. She told me to call neurology and beg for an appt ASAP. Ive called a dozen times and its say "the voicemail you have reached is full and is not accepting any new messages". So here i am without income since Sept 25, in temporary housing until April, living off platelet donation, a few childcare gigs, and the wonderful people at my church. My church pays for my counseling. My platelets pay my phone bill. And my very limited and dwindling savings pay my credit card, transportation, and medical expenses. I know God will provide. But I really just want to take those ridiculous bureaucratic zombies and shake them.