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Hey all I normally dont get on here to much but always use Christian Chat as a backbone when I feel my close friends are distant and I hope you do not find that insulting. I am thankful to have a group of Christians that I know will pray when they say they will and that they are up here to just show the heart of Jesus because it is hard to feel prideful on this type of website.
My prayer request is one of confidence. I have lead bible study all year as an RA at my university and through the holy spirit have seen many lives changed and many added to our kingdom. I have been bold with my evangelism and even worshiped downtown on street corners 2 or 3 times a week some weeks. But when it comes to my personal life I am weak. I have been in love with the same girl for 3 years and have never even made an attempt at pursuing her. She is so filled with the holy spirit that it attracts the heck out of me. I just do no feel of worth to be with her and that is my problem. I look at her and her old boyfriends and see that I just do not compare both physically and at times spiritually.
My prayer isn't to be with her but to find that self worth and confidence in who God made me to be that I actually feel worth something and not just tell myself God has a purpose. My problem is my head knows but my heart doesn't feel. Many times I can preach or give a lesson that is powerful but it has no meaning to my heart I just know it to be deep and true to what Gods heart shows. I strongly want his will in my life and that wont happen until I am confident in who I am and have confidence to move my personal life forward with not only her but with all of my friends around me.
My prayer request is one of confidence. I have lead bible study all year as an RA at my university and through the holy spirit have seen many lives changed and many added to our kingdom. I have been bold with my evangelism and even worshiped downtown on street corners 2 or 3 times a week some weeks. But when it comes to my personal life I am weak. I have been in love with the same girl for 3 years and have never even made an attempt at pursuing her. She is so filled with the holy spirit that it attracts the heck out of me. I just do no feel of worth to be with her and that is my problem. I look at her and her old boyfriends and see that I just do not compare both physically and at times spiritually.
My prayer isn't to be with her but to find that self worth and confidence in who God made me to be that I actually feel worth something and not just tell myself God has a purpose. My problem is my head knows but my heart doesn't feel. Many times I can preach or give a lesson that is powerful but it has no meaning to my heart I just know it to be deep and true to what Gods heart shows. I strongly want his will in my life and that wont happen until I am confident in who I am and have confidence to move my personal life forward with not only her but with all of my friends around me.