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Please pray for me... I am confused with my career... :'( I just wanna cry cause I don't wanna regret anything and now I regret leaving my old job just to be part of the paramedic squad because God said so and I don't wanna regret it but I just do :'( I wanna go back to what I really love doing-- writing, but I feel like I can't-- like I don't wanna leave the paramedic squad because it's God's will for me-- but to be punched by the patients, to work in very long hours it just isn't adding up at all :'(