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To avoid making this super long, let's just say I've struggled with a lot of negative things and unhealthy behaviors for the past 5 years of my life. I've always had trouble opening up to people, too. My mentor at church has been advising me to go to counseling, pretty much since the day she met me. The other night, I felt like it was time for me to go because without it, there was no chance of my life ending positively. I'll be going to a Christian counselor at my church. But, I'm super nervous. I feel like I'm going to do what I always do with people who try to get at my emotions -- shut down and not tell them anything. But, I do know that she could be a huge blessing in my life. So, please pray that I allow God to take control and to use her in my life the way He intends.