Seriously, what do you have to feel afraid of?
You could lose your dreams, your money, your friends, your health, most of your family, be unable to earn a decent living because you lost your health, etc... etc... etc... and you're still going to be just fine. Trust me, I know from first-hand experience.
You may someday experience things that cause you to carry an enormous weight of sadness that never leaves you for the rest of your life but you don't have to be afraid. Heck, at that point the things you now fear, like death, will be a gift of mercy.
Fear... it's completely overrated. There's nothing to fear in this life but fear itself.
today i am feeling spiritually afraid and sad,i will be going for a monastary chapel visit,i feel like sitting up back to hide as much as i can,i tink i am feeling afraid cause of how imperfect i am and how some days get all spiritually mixed up for me.