Hi Shirley! Wow this circumstance is another opportunity for God to glorify himself! He will show himself sovereign and faithful! This may not be what you want to hear-- a suggestion to praise Him-- but that is the best we can do on times like these. Rejoice my sister. God knows what he is doing and what he does for those he loves can't be beat
praying with you for healing, strength, comfort and peace. Please update us ok?