Hey helfire... I know others have offered to chat if you need to talk... YOU NEED TO TALK
Tell someone. Hopefully a Man in your local area who is Christian. But... we are all here for you. We can't leave our brothers behind. And in agreement with all the others who have posted and prayed... : Dear Lord, you promise to make firm the steps of the man who delights in YOu; though he may stumble he will not fall because you uphold you own children. Hold helfire up, as he places his trust in you. And give wisdom to those who chat with him, and send him a brother in the Lord where he lives. Amen.