I'm thinking about to stop my marriage before to late

I was about to get marry, I'm actually a 23 years old, working and almost professional.
I'm very, very sad and unhope, I met this girl on 2008, with many problems, and I decided to to go with her everywhere...So a few mounths ago I thought about to get marry with her, and we always talk over or discuss because she used to do things christians never do, I'm so sad and I want to give up.

I think I can do nothig, in fact she has made good things and looks diference Like a new person, I have this great and deep hurt eating me so hard, my university is going bad, my job, as I programmer, my home my spiritual life is not the same anymore , I dont feel like for reading the bible, my bother is in jail, my mother always discuss with my step father, actually he is using drugs, my mother, she is a really great mother but spends her time crying or fighting with everyone around home, something I read the bible but I find not the answers I need to go on.

Well my girlfriend does not respect me I say to her please love go the church instead going to visit a friend.
But she did the wrong thing , im so alone, and tired I writting this and crying in my job, I dont laugh, I dont pray, I dont read the bible too much just as I use to, I love her, God knows it is. I need something to keep on this cross, I had to stop the marriage just for a little time becuase I dont want the same merriage situation as my mother has. I dont preach poeple about God I dont go to the church frequently , and I go there feel the same.

I dont eat well at least not the stuff I need. I just want to scape far so far away from this life, I want to become the person I was before all of things happend I want to run fast and never stop, I'm so alone God does not speak to me whether to stay or give up, help I want my mother covert to christ, also my step father does, my brother leave from jail soon and I heard something very painful that are 5 years in jail. I'm so sad, mother does not know about this because I dont want to make her feel worse.

Oh my God what have you forsaken me? I need you can not hear crying, was not at you I gave my heart to?

Please, please my tears are in front of you every single mourning, my breathing it's so heavy.
I know I'm not the best christian on earth But I love you, I gave you my youthfulness, I know they are more importants prayers , but please do not let alone, I'm so scare, so tired, so unpeaceful.

Sincerely:Just a man.

Wow, you have alot going on. I know how it feels to feel like God has forsaken you but my friend, He has not. He said He would NEVER leave you nor forsake you! God sees your tears and He feels your pain. He is the answer. He wants you to fellowship with him. Go to a quiet spot and get on your knees and cry out to Jesus. He will give you peace that surpasses all understanding. He will calm the storms in your life. But he wants you to return to your first love, Him. Get in His word, get back under the word by going to church. God has a plan for your life, it is a plan for good. Does not want bad things for you. I will be lifting you up in prayer. You are not alone! I promise you, you are not alone. God will guide you and direct you! Just follow Him!

I agree with Beyondbroken.
Turn your eyes to God and He will show you the way you can have a perfect Christ centered life. Fall in love with God and all problems and milestones will become dim. I will be praying for you bro. God bless

Wow, I've never read such a sincere pouring-out prayer for God's help....brother, hang on...help is on the way

The Holy Spirit will always come to the aid of a humble, hurting, honest person. Not always in the way we expect but He will come to you.

Lord, send your Spirit to this soul crying out for help. Bring him comfort, wisdom, calmness, guidance, and an immense love and compassion for all these lost people in his life. Make him a light for you, Lord, that he can not only get his own life together but be a good influence for his family and friends. Amen.

Don't run but sit and listen . Open your Bible...if you don't want to that means you really NEED TO

Find some good Christian friends that can give you support and guidance.

Even if no one comes with you, you still need to go to Jesus.

Before you'll hear His voice, you have be still and calm. He speaks to us through His Word, through other people, in our thoughts, and through our circumstances.

Get enought sleep, eat right, and take care of your body. Many things can interfere with our spiritual growth so don't ignore these. Sorry, I sound like a mother

I have a prophecy for you Fred. Thus says the Lord, I will hear your cry. I will bless you reading my word and will help you read. I will call to your family for salvation. I will be with your marriage if you marry. I love you with great love. I will be your friend, says the Lord Jesus.

LORD i pray for FREDDY01 ,Father you said in your word that you would not put more on us than we could bear,and there would be a way to escape this torment.thank you Father for loving us with JESUS,so the law of sin would not reign in our bodies,and the body of death might be destroyed.Father help FREDDY01 even in his mind to receive from his spirit your peace and to know that you must be worshiped in spirit,and truthfuly,and,give him the knowledge that you are for him,and you are a good GOD.I ask you Father in JESUS name.........amen

Lord Jesus, first, thankyou for giving the wisdom to Freddy in stopping a marriage, we praise your for keeping freddy on the path you desire for him.
We ask also in Jesus Christ is Lord come in the flesh, that these spirits of depression and hopelessness leave freddy now, in Jesus Christ is Lord come in the flesh we command this and comand these spirits to return to the bowels of the earth never to bother freddy or any other again, We comand this in Jesus Christ is Lord come in the flesh!!!
We thank you Lord Jesus, and ask that you, please fill freddy with your love, comfort, courage and the delight of your grace and presance in him.
Bring in freddy all that is your victory, and hope again.
Thankyou dear Lord Jesus!!!!

You are in my prayers in Jesus for all you ask and need freddy.

God bless
pickles

Wow I did not really think you were able to to give me support in fact is my first time I write a thread, well I'm feeling better since yesterday at night.
I was on my bed and thinking about Jesus, and I will trust someone Like Jesus, Because He has retored many people around the wolrd.

I'm so glad and happy to know there are still such as good crhistians and friends just like you guys. I love you so much, and I bless you for all yours players.
I feel so good this morning well I stop crying for awhile I think I need to drink too much water to recover my liquid I'm just kidding, but really thanks it means everything for me you pray. Like Marcos Witt Says: Se que es tu fidelidad que lleva mi vida más allá de lo que pueda imaginar, y sé que no puedo negar que tu mirada puesta en mi me llana de tu paz (I know it is your faithfulness that takes my life beyond anything I can imagine
I know I can not deny your eyes on me full of your peace). Bye and hope everything for you guys go fine.

Sincere Just a warrior for the Kingdom.

Thanks you my friends I dont have words to speak.

WOW Today is a new day for me, I feel so peace, hope, love, and fine.
Thanks my dear friends.

sincerely: a Crhistian for the body of Christ.

I just saw this post for the first time...
Just wanted you to know,
I thought your pouring out of your heart was beautilful...
May God bless you and keep you,
and build you up in all of His wisdom!
In Jesus Name, Amen