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It has been over a month since my bestfriend/boyfriend broke up with me. We have been together for 3 years and I seriously believed that he is the one God gave me. He broke up with me because of what I interpreted as greed and lust.
I pray that God heals my heart and mind completely. I've been on a cycle of pain because I was blaming myself. That I didn't give enough of me. That I showed my broken self too much and that he had enough of my sadness/angst. That physically I wasn't enough either.
He is confused with struggles in life. I pray that God drives away the devils, and reunites us together. We both want to stay as best friends but it is very painful. We've stopped communicating alltogether.
Everyday I pray that God heals me. That he restores us together. Time heals all wounds but it has been over a month and I am still in pain. I've talked to family, friends, did meditation, prayed, went to a psychologist. I don't know what to do anymore. I pray that God touches his heart and opens his mind, destroys the walls he has built and returns to me.
I pray that God heals my heart and mind completely. I've been on a cycle of pain because I was blaming myself. That I didn't give enough of me. That I showed my broken self too much and that he had enough of my sadness/angst. That physically I wasn't enough either.
He is confused with struggles in life. I pray that God drives away the devils, and reunites us together. We both want to stay as best friends but it is very painful. We've stopped communicating alltogether.
Everyday I pray that God heals me. That he restores us together. Time heals all wounds but it has been over a month and I am still in pain. I've talked to family, friends, did meditation, prayed, went to a psychologist. I don't know what to do anymore. I pray that God touches his heart and opens his mind, destroys the walls he has built and returns to me.