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Nevertheless I have some what against thee, because thou hast left thy first love.
Revelation 2:4
I know that I have left; or even lost my first love. The problem being that I don't see the promise of God of not being tempted above that I'm able (I Corinthians 10:12-13). I have been carrying a burden that I have earnestly ask for God's healing since July 2001 it is not a sin, so much as a physical ailment. I have seen several doctors, but they have not been able to help; the last two weeks I have really turn to my old nature fouled mouth, anger, and total hatre for everything and everybody especially myself and God.
If I'm truly a child of God, thru the Blood of Jesus why has He allowed this ailment, which very few suffer. Even though this burden is not a sin, it makes me feel lower than any sin I have ever committed.
Not only do I need pray for this ailment, but for my heart as it is becoming totally hardened against the things of God.
Revelation 2:4
I know that I have left; or even lost my first love. The problem being that I don't see the promise of God of not being tempted above that I'm able (I Corinthians 10:12-13). I have been carrying a burden that I have earnestly ask for God's healing since July 2001 it is not a sin, so much as a physical ailment. I have seen several doctors, but they have not been able to help; the last two weeks I have really turn to my old nature fouled mouth, anger, and total hatre for everything and everybody especially myself and God.
If I'm truly a child of God, thru the Blood of Jesus why has He allowed this ailment, which very few suffer. Even though this burden is not a sin, it makes me feel lower than any sin I have ever committed.
Not only do I need pray for this ailment, but for my heart as it is becoming totally hardened against the things of God.