Dear God, This is my only way I can really pray to you on this site, as I feel lots of people will support me. I feel sometimes Im am alone in my thoughts and the way my life is going, maybe I feel vunerable becasue of my illness (schizophrenia) but I am getting stronger beleive it or not. My partner whom I have known for 10 years is also my carer, and one day we plan to get married. We have lived in some of the most awful places paying sky high rents in damp cold flats etc. Now we have a housing asscoation house and the neighbourhood is not suitable at all. I have been praying for a house exchange or transfer with the housing for a better area and neighbourhood for years. God youi know what I am going through so why cannot you help me, I am doing all the work my self by looking on the net for a house exchange and we have been let down so many times. My neighbour is awful she has caused us so much stress, and the atmostphere is terrible. My partner is not like me placid and tends to get reallly annoyed and says he really hates our neighbour, which I do understand why. If I told people on here everything they wouldnt beleive me. Please God make my wish come true and give us enough money and get us out debt, we are about £400 in debt. I dont know how to explain to someone that understands how I feel. I will try to be my happy self . My parters says he we cannot find a house we will try to find a rented caravan, but its all very hard work. I would love to win some money! lol. Amen xx