Life and challenges!!

So tonight i feel really terrible!! Decided to go out with my son father to a bible study group, he was really nice there and payed attention, so im thinking tonight is going to be a nice night. Well as always Bible studies makes me feel great as i learn something everytime. Then we left, and he turns into a monster.

plan was he stays over tonight, we do not live together and it has only been this way for about a month. He wanted to work things out so we started talking, hanging out. I feel like everytime he says he is going to stay over he starts a fight, i told him he does not need to stay over if he does not want to.

So he starts swearing, i start swearing, everything turns bad, and i just tell him to leave. Why does things like this make you feel like nothing? I feel like i take one step forward and two steps back. I know God has a plan for me and im trying to be patient, but sometimes i feel like giving up.

i need strength and alot of it, please prayer that i find the strength

Please know I will pray for you. But...more importantly, you must, in order to have a victorious life, give yourself to Christ. It is only through Jesus will you get to the father and have a relationship with God. You need to repent your sins to Jesus and ask him to come into your life because you acknowledge you can't do this life without him. You will trust him to lead you and that you want him to be your Lord and Savior. I tell you this because though it's good that you are in the Word and in a bible study, you need to believe Jesus died for your sins, and mine. Please read the book of Mark in the bible. You will get a understanding truly of who and what Jesus did for us.

Bless you

Hugs, focus first on Jesus, and He will bring the desires of your heart.
The things you describe always do steal ones streangth and peace, keep looking to Jesus and He will bring you the peace and comfort you need.
Praying for you, your son and His father in Jesus's name.

God bless
pickles

Lord, I pray that you will be in this relationship. Sometimes things go well, and sometimes they go badly. Help both people here to find their way - towards each other if possible - but to be clear and clam about their relationship. Grant that their relationship with you may grow, and that from that, they may find their way together. Amen.