Today my husband smashed a nice coffee table in anger. It's broke. Today I feel at times weak. I need God. Today I am hoping that God sees my every tear. I need God. I feel almost that I'm always protecting others. I need God myself. Not one person understands. My heart feels like a million peaces. Why is the world and others so he'll bent on ruling and talking. I pray my heart mends because I'm just so hurt inside by my husbands temper. I couldn't smash a thing. He does. I hate it. Prayers for myself to overcome everything that tries to destroy my nature. I'm a child of God. When I'm down I start to hear voices in my head. None understands. I'm strong but yet weak in other ways. My husband can be to controlling for my placid nature. I really don't want to like his parents use to be. Prayers please.