I’m sorry your going through this, I can definitely relate. I’m really going through it right now myself. I even feel at times that I know for sure God is ignoring me or wants nothing to do with me...my anxiety has increased. You have helped me so much, when I go through my rough times. I’m praying for you right now....God will see us both through.. even when it seems like it’s not.. or won’t get better...if you need to talk ... I’m here for you. God Bless you Ugly.