I have prayed that you will no longer feel like your life is out of control. In Jesus Name Amen
Claim God's word for yourself it will fill you with peace.
2 Tim 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind
Phil 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.