My life is nothing but problems....

I'm just at my wits end.....

Seems like every other week, guess what.... a new problem.... a new major thing comes up to mess up my life. I wish I was joking. First the gov did an audit. Then another branch of the gov charged me with felony fraud. (I'm out on bail right now). Then the audit came in a few months ago and they claimed I owed so much that it didn't even matter anymore. So then I just found out today that they raided my account and took all my money. Like one problem after another after another. It just never ends. I just don't care about anything anymore. Unless there's some miracle my life is basically ruined. I can't travel anymore. They want to throw me in jail. They claim I own more money than I'd likely ever be able to pay off. Like it's insane. I just barely have enough money now to pay the bills. My life is just a mess. I know it could be worse. I can totally see now why some people end up in these situations and basically go nuts. I see now how that can actually happen. I'm basically grasping at straws to hold on to my sanity because of so much stress. Like the g ov just can't leave me alone. I don't get it either. I'm a nobody. I barely make enough to pay the bills. Why do they want to ruin my life so bad. Anyway as I've asked before a million times please keep praying for me cause I need a miracle. I mean people live and die. Life does end at some point. I mean maybe I'm not actually far off from the end. I mean I hope I can have a second chance in life but I just can't see any good thing about any of this, and I don't see them leaving me alone either. It's just ridiculous.

I have prayed for you again, may God's peace be with you.

You say you're stressed to the point of almost going insane. 1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
Do you know what it is to cast your anxiety on Him? That means tell Him everything and lay it aside because your life is in His hands. What you don't have control over, He does. This side of life is full of trouble. We need to lean on Him. You need to lean on Him more than ever for your emotional and mental well-being. You say your life is ruined, but it hasn't even begun. We are here because God chose for us to be here. It's not really our life. It's His. So don't stress about it. I've been to jail based on my medical condition, but I clung to God knowing that He would bring me through to a better end. Heaven that is.

Because you asked I'll pray for a miracle, but that may not be what happens, and you have to be okay with that.

You say you're a nobody, but this is what God says. 1 Peter 2:9 But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.

Canadian I sent you a pm because a lot I wanted to share with you is private. But please know I do understand and I am really praying for you now. In fact I'm in the prayer room now if you want to join me I will pray on mic for you. Hit me up if you want to meet for a live spoken prayer.

Canadian36, I continue to pray for you and all needed in Jesus Christ is Lord.
Know that Jesus has already overcome all the world for you, look toJesus for His streangth and victory over every trial and struggle .
I know you are asking how can this help me, but I witness that Jesus can bring you through every difficulty, been there, and Jesus did, with the help, peace and victory needed.
Keep holding on in faith.

God bless
pickles

I just think it's gonna take a miracle. I mean this is such a weird situation. They seem to be trying to take out all the stops to make my life a living hell. And it's not even that bad yet as they wish to try and make it. That's what concerns me. Meanwhile any lesson to be learned I've already gained. If any mistakes were made those are areas I'd never ever make the mistake again of putting myself at risk. If I ever was to do business again I'd be so careful as not to put myself in any risk. The bottom line is I understand now where the concerns arise and I've learned a huge life lesson. I just hope what could have been a lesson doesn't go so far south that I can't pick up the pieces anymore. I'm sorry but I can't go into much detail about the severity of my situation. It's like most of society has a certain safety net. You go along and if something wrong happens you end up on the safety net. I didn't realize this before. I was already on the safety net and didn't realize that below me was a 1000 ft drop to hard concrete. And now that last safety net is being jeaprodized. If it fails my fall goes down far and no more safety net. It goes down to hard concrete. My life would be permanently broken so to speak if that takes place. But I haven't fallen yet. A judge decides in May if my case goes to trial. So I'm just praying that maybe they'll stay the charges. That means I'd hopefully be okay. And from that point on I could try and pick up the pieces and be extremely careful as not to ever rock the boat, not ever again. Like I get it now. I don't need to be broken, or have my life completely fall apart. No not at all. I get it right now. I got my learning experience. I'd never ever do business the same way, or take the same risks not ever. I wouldn't even do any business that's not in the yellow pages. I'd be so careful if I got any kind of second chance here. So I'm just hopeful that God sees and knows this and saves me. I hope the powers that be don't get there way of wanting to cut my safety net and ruin my life completely.

I really would like a second chance. Please keep praying for me okay. I don't want this to be the end. ;-(

Havnt stopped praying canadian, and will continue to in Jesus.
Keep holding on to Jesus.

God bless
pickles

My Grandpa once said to me "Just remember, no matter how bad today seems, no matter how bad it seems your life is messed up. Someday, something terrible is going to happen and it is going to kill you. So stop crying"

Probably not as heartfelt as it could have been. But it has honestly helped me more than once in my life....except the stop crying part, I wasn't crying. Do you have a lawyer? I am not a tax lawyer, but I do have a law degree. And I can't honestly say I know alot about the Canadian Tax codes. But if you want to talk maybe I can offer some advice.

I"ve been having some dreams and premenisions that things are gonna get better. fyi I'm trying to excersice my faith in this situation. I'm just cutting off all possibility of any other outcoming but a positive one happening mentally.

God put you on my heart today, I just wanted you to know I prayed for you while I cleaned house.
Take care and God bless!

Keep your mind stayed on the LORD! I know that seems easier said than done, but I am having a tumultuous time myself and am learning to wait on the Lord, while at the same time trusting and believing in his Word. I know it seems all hope is lost and maybe you have no one to turn to, just keep asking God to strengthen you to Receive the Strength he has already bestowed upon us, 2 Corinthians 12:9
"And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me." Don't give up, this life we are promised tribulations of every sort. So I say to you don't give up keep praying and believing, He will fix that problem no matter how big and overwhelming it seems to us.

Seems like I perhaps spoke too soon. I don't understand this. Why is everything going wrong for me right now. I just can't get my head above water. I just can't seem to catch a break. It's so rediculous. Having major problems with my business. Meanwhile I still got my legal problems as well. You know I can see now why some people end up offing themselves. Life just end up getting completely hopeless and with just tons of stress to have to deal with just ends up killing there spirit. I'm actually getting a taste of that right now. I"m just nearing my breaking point so to speak. I keep thinking I'm gonna catch a break here or there. I get a glimmor of hope, and then that gets destroyed. I just don't get it. Like I'm facing bankruptcy right now. It's not the end of the world, but I just feel so hopeless. I just feel like I can't function. Just the stress has somehow paralized me or something. I hate this, I'm going nuts!

Pray to the lord and know that you'll be helped

Something God showed me a few years ago, The coldest and darkest time of the day is just before the sun comes up. Your miracle is just on the horizon. Keep your eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith.

When Peter was walking on the water toward Jesus he was fine as long as he kept looking at Jesus. As soon as he started looking around at the storm he was in and the water he was walking on, (not natural) he sank and began to drown. The beauty of this is that when he cried out to Jesus, Lord save me, Jesus EMEDIATLY reached out and took his hand and together they WALKED back to the boat.

Satan cannot destroy the Church, but he can hurt us, only if God allows him to or if we open the door to him. Keep your eyes and your faith locked on Jesus. He will bring you though this time, lead you back to the boat and calm the storm!

It all sounds pretty ridiculous. I just went through a similar period of trial, and it was an extremely difficult time. The most difficult thing was that no matter how much I prayed, I really couldn't sense God's presence in my day to day life, and I didn't feel power in my prayers, which also availed little. It culminated in fasting and literal hands and knees prayer and some crying. Finally, outside prayer seemed to break the spell. I think that because we can not see the future, we are at a real disadvantage for understanding why God allows these difficult times in our lives. For example, because God does not want me to cross the street successfully only to get hit by a bus two blocks down, instead he allows me to trip and sprain my ankle on the way out of my building. While I lay there and moan to myself that God is not protecting me from injury, really he was telling me all morning not to leave the house until 9 and it was my disobedience that was preventing the accomplishment of his perfect will for me. Do you get what I am saying? It's best to pray, fast and really saturate yourself in the word n times like this. God is speaking to you, you sometimes need to clean out the house to hear the echo of his voice. Things WILL turn around, his thoughts for you are good and he really does love you!

God has shown me to fast and pray. He showed me why some of this is happening. So yesterday I spent much of the day doing that. It's really brought back clarity to my thinking. If you have peace and clarity of thinking, or basically God walking with you, then you can walk through anything with confidence and peace. Maybe that's the lesson he's trying to show me. Please keep praying though. Thank you.

I know how you feel. I know how it feels to think there is no way out. All I can say is that you must pray that God will somehow bring you through this. You must believe there is a reason for everything that is happening. No matter how ridiculous that sounds. And I KNOW how ridiculous it sounds.

Oh Lord, how long must I call for help before you listen?
I shout to You in vain; there is no answer. Help Murder! I cry, but no one comes to save. Must I forever see this sin and sadness all around me?

Wherever I look, there is oppression and bribery and men who love to argue and to fight. The law is not enforced and there is no justice given in the courts, for the wicked far outnumber the righteous, and bribes and trickery prevail."

"The Lord replied; Look and be amazed! You will be astounded at what I am about to do! For I am going to do something in your own lifetime that you will have to see to believe." Habakkuk 1: 3-5 Does it not feel right
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Does it not feel like something tremendous is about to happen? It is in the air! Are you ready?

Dear Lord Jesus, please forgive me for my sins, cast all negative, fearful, doubting spirits far from me, heal me physically, mentally, spiritually, grant me the gift of faith,
wisdom, peace, tranquility, joy, and the certainty that you will never leave me, fill me now with your Holy Spirit, lead and guide my future path in life, these things I ask in Jesus name, Amen

Dear brothers and sisters, speak to our Father often, read His word a bit everyday, go out and find your brothers and sisters of The Almighty God !!! Remember, Salvation is not a feeling, God is with us always. It is only feelings that change. God will return joy to your life, stay close to Him !!!

May God pour out His richest blessings upon you and yours !!! Have a great day in Jesus.

Love in Jesus Christ
bro Gary

Yes you're right I'm not gonna give up. I'm just gonna keep praying.

My dear Canadian!
All u need to do is calm down. What has happened has happened, & there is nothing u can do about it. In the meantime allow God to do what He does best, which is taking care of situations such as yours. In Isaiah 41:10, He says: 'Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes I will help you. I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.' just trust in Him & believe in Him. God bless u!