I really need God to move on my behalf today. I'm devastated. I don't know what is going on in my life but I know that God is in control. I need relief. I know that God has my problems in the palm of his hands, but right now... I can't feel him. I feel so lost right now. My nerves are shot. I just need something.. anything.. maybe that's selfish but God challenged me to believe for a miracle and right now it's all I can do to keep it together. I feel broken. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to endure. My marriage is at risk. Please pray for protection over Steven and our relationship. Praying for restoration and healing. Praying his heart is softened, eyes are opened, and for peace.