A few weeks ago I got a text from my friend saying she, her husband and son went to church. They are NOT church goers and it has been my prayer since being saved that all my loved ones would come to know the Lord. It was the 1st time in the 3 years we have been hanging out ( we have known each other for decades but I just moved back to CA and was not a Christian when I used to live here) that there was a little glimps of God starting to work in her life. As we all do, she has a lot of struggles and I know God is not 1st in her life and I just see it being so much harder for her, always taking the wordly way and not leaving it in Gods hands. But we all started somewhere right?
I am going to see her Sat, I wasn't planning on it, but I just found out she has found a lump in her breast and is going to get an mamogram and Xray tomorrow. I myself have a tumor (I know now not cancerous) but I know that I was only able to get through all the wait time of biopsy and blah blah blah , because of the Lord. Having Jesus as my savior makes me not scared to die because I know where I am going. It made me not worry about having cancer (when they didn't know what the tumor was) because I said no matter what it was, I was going to still praise and glorify God and know that He was ultimately in control. Now my friend is going through that waiting period, but she is scared. She doesn't have the cheerriest disposition and I am so concerned that if she in fact has cancer, she will become angry with God. I already lost one loved one who turned against God when a tragedy happened and I don't want to see another one.
I am asking all you prayer warriors to pray Gods will with me, and prepare me for however He may have me minister to her, or give me the wisdom to just keep quiet and love her with the love of God. I pray that this is NOT cancer and this whole situation will be used to further her path towards His love and a life of serving Him and doing His will. Whatever it is, I pray her heart is not hardened.
Thank you all so much. I know I wrote a lot. Sometimes it just helps.
Cozy
I am going to see her Sat, I wasn't planning on it, but I just found out she has found a lump in her breast and is going to get an mamogram and Xray tomorrow. I myself have a tumor (I know now not cancerous) but I know that I was only able to get through all the wait time of biopsy and blah blah blah , because of the Lord. Having Jesus as my savior makes me not scared to die because I know where I am going. It made me not worry about having cancer (when they didn't know what the tumor was) because I said no matter what it was, I was going to still praise and glorify God and know that He was ultimately in control. Now my friend is going through that waiting period, but she is scared. She doesn't have the cheerriest disposition and I am so concerned that if she in fact has cancer, she will become angry with God. I already lost one loved one who turned against God when a tragedy happened and I don't want to see another one.
I am asking all you prayer warriors to pray Gods will with me, and prepare me for however He may have me minister to her, or give me the wisdom to just keep quiet and love her with the love of God. I pray that this is NOT cancer and this whole situation will be used to further her path towards His love and a life of serving Him and doing His will. Whatever it is, I pray her heart is not hardened.
Thank you all so much. I know I wrote a lot. Sometimes it just helps.
Cozy
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