keenen my brother, I am praying for you. It's strange when you are doing good Godly things, you feel let down. I am praying that God relieve you of this negative energy. May He replace it with strong positive energy, that will keep you moving forward in faith with Him. Stay strong and do not let this get you down! Do not give up on your bible reading and working out. I don't know where your neg.energy is coming from, but I know God can and will change it. I will continue to pray for you, God's blessings on you!