OryenWon1:
I know exactly how you feel, because I have been in your shoes! I was a single mother of 3 children under the age of 6, working AND going to nursing school, both full time. I was exhausted and so alone! I was not a Christian at the time, but I still prayed, and did not understand why my life was so hard.
Isn't it amazing how God provides us comfort, and then puts others in our paths so that we can extend this same comfort! See this from 1 Corinthians 1:
3Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. 5For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows.
I pray that God would bring peace and comfort to your life. Perhaps He wishes you to be fully dependent on Him at this time. Place it in His hands, and wait for HIS timing. When you and your kids are ready, He will bring your "Adam" to you. Until then, honor Jesus as your husband!
We can share on my weblog, if you would like.
iamnotashamedthelist.com
Peace, comfort and strength to you through our Lord Jesus Christ!