You know you've made the right choices when the enemy comes at you like a gale-force wind and tries everything under the sun to destroy you. . . but it seems exceptionally hard right now, even with the knowledge that God is ever-present, and holding me here, under the shadow of His wing.
Last week was amazing, I haven't felt closer to God, more victorious, or more full of Life. Worship flowed freely from my lips each day. His word was in my heart and mind. But fierce temptation has entered into my life. I know He says He won't give us more than we are "able"...but I've already blown it...and am left standing holding all the broken pieces.
I don't even know how to pray on this one. My flesh wants one thing, my heart of hearts wants His things and I'm pulled between the two. (nothing unique...I know....but it's very real to me right now and I needed to say it...lol)
I just need some cover fire. Thanks in advance people. We are truly better, together...as one body...and I know I won't make it without brothers and sisters praying on my behalf. I love you in Christ.
-Michael-
Last week was amazing, I haven't felt closer to God, more victorious, or more full of Life. Worship flowed freely from my lips each day. His word was in my heart and mind. But fierce temptation has entered into my life. I know He says He won't give us more than we are "able"...but I've already blown it...and am left standing holding all the broken pieces.
I don't even know how to pray on this one. My flesh wants one thing, my heart of hearts wants His things and I'm pulled between the two. (nothing unique...I know....but it's very real to me right now and I needed to say it...lol)
I just need some cover fire. Thanks in advance people. We are truly better, together...as one body...and I know I won't make it without brothers and sisters praying on my behalf. I love you in Christ.
-Michael-