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i have my step mum....she did so many things to me and at the church they tpld to me to forgive her....but its hard for me to forgive her and forget about it completly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...becoz part of me inside is still damaged everytime she send me masages that threatens me becoz i left her and walk away....shes is the reason y am likes this...our father doesnt us likes becoz of her..he doesnt even wana knw if were alive or dead....i love ma farther bt part of me also feel sad that y my farther doesnt like me......i do crie sme times bt i left evrything in GODS hands.......please guys i realy need strong prayers so that i can be abble to forgive ma step mum and move on and stop regreting all the time that i wish my farther dint marry her......its hard for me to forget what she did to me...abusing me..beating me up..eating my school feez all the time and i had to sit home becoz of her...........sending me outside in the middle of the nite i was almst raped bt GOD WAS MA SAVIOUR......i forgave her bt my is still in pain.....and yesterday she sent me amasage apologising for the first time in ma life that shes sory bt i dnt think she means it.......please tell me what to do and i request aprayer frm u my christian friends........thank un so much and GOD BLESS YA ALL........