Pray for me, going thru destructive break up...

I am reaching out, been thru a damaging relationship w/this guy. Turns out everything about him is a lie. He is the most talented liar I have ever met, they say the devil is the sweetest deceptor, but the words he said were so amazingm his touch, his eyes even I thought were true, but I was blinded.. Rough relationship for 1.5yrs now, he said everything I wanted to hear, but we broke up about 5 times now this is the last, I think my heart will finally get me thru.. He has cheated, lied, stole, abused, and torn my heart out. but yet my heart loves him but I know he doenst love me at all.

I just need prayer to get thru this, to stop calling him, to stop seeing him, stop ckg to see if he is on myspace or online, to completely sever ties,I need to dive head first into GODS love and my church.

Pray for me that I dont sink, that I can rise above this.

That I find a job,been laid off for 6mos now, despratly need a job, I own 21 acres, mortgage and bills are due and I am alone.

I am new here, just reaching out for kind words and prayer...

Thanks all. God bless

I will keep you in my prayers. Hold tight to Jesus. God bless, pickles

I will definatly pray for you! This is great place to come to get fellowship!

Take care

Thank God he was exposed so you didn't marry him! He sound like he is very narcisstic and these kinds of men have to be the center of attention as well as being pathological liars. I don't even would be surprised if he has a distorted view of fact and twists everything you say around to sound like you were saying something else and if you approach him about the same thing, he will make you feel like you are crazy. He may also have a delusions of greatness.

Jezreel you have no idea how true your words are. He does I think believe his lies, turns on me in a second and yes made me feel like I was nuts. I even went to therapy went on meds because he blamed me so much to that I believed him.. He is crazy. He molded himslef to everything I said I wanted in a man, then it all began falling apart because he wasnt who he said he was.. Now he is with another he says he loves and will marry and he just met her.. She has a world of heart ach in store for her I just know it.. I prayed for all of us...

He was in the state hospital, the Dr.s told me when they released him into my custody that he had 3 diff personaliteis, post tramatic stress and something terrible had happened to him when a child but he didn know what.. Also he was supposed to go to Dr.s after he got out but would NEVER go.

I know I MUST let him go. Just so hard when u believe insomeone and want to help. But he has hurt me beyond all and I cannot hardly take the pain anymore..

Thanks for all the replys, talking about it does help so much. I am lonely...

I am so sorry to hear of your heartache. I am going through the same thing, but I have been with my boyfriend for 10 years. He has the same qualities as yours and I, too still love him. I will pray for you and you do the same for me....thank you

It does get easier to let go faith03, I still hold him in my heart but u cant make someone love you or come home. I leared that the hard way.. I can pray and wish but still have to live too. hang in there girl, we will make it thru w/Gods love..

JLB- I'm sorry to hear about your circumstances. Even when ending a relationship is for the best, it doesn't mean our feelings toward or our connection with that person ends. Loneliness can often drive us back to the wrong person because it seems like even though things were bad with them, being alone is worse. Breakups are so difficult. I hope you are able to find strength through all of this. God bless.

I will pray for you and God bless you.

Bornagainchristian.