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Lately I feel that the devil has been pressuring me and tempting me to do evil and come to live a life of ease and I had a really weird thought today regarding my life. I've been feeling like I wish I was dead and wish I could disappear and the difficulty with the Christ centered life has gotten me to the place today where I feel that the world looks more desirable than the walk of truth. I pray that I will be able to see more results with people around me coming closer to Christ and that I will not become bitter. Today I admitted to myself that I was angry to God for being alive and I realize that it is not my choice and it is wrong. I pray that you guys will help me get through that. Thank you.