Times like this, of uncertainty, are alarming. Praise Him and do not fear. It is okay to wonder, to cry, to scream, to question. But do not fear, as you can lay it all at the feet of Christ. You are not alone, especially as you present your requests to God and people who will be praying for you. Do not just share your discouragement here, share in person, in your community. It can be good to be surrounded in prayer with people who love the Lord. But, regardless of how many you tell or who promise to pray or who pray over you. Remember: God is over your symptoms and the deeper issue.
In faith, hold on to His promises from Scripture. With hope, trust that He can dismantle any dysfunction.
Present your needs to Him, finding peace in that, at the end of the day, He can.
Pray for His will to be done, as you pray for your body. And pray that, whatever the following events, that you will promote His faithfulness to others. And Remember, remember to count your blessings from time gone by and the time you have at present.
The reality is, no one knows his or her future, not even a second sooner than experienced. But God does. And God is sovereign over that future, just like He is over the past. It is okay to be confused, feel weak, and get angry. Just, do not give up on God. He knows your needs, and He cares for you.
I pray for your stress, the testing that you will undergo, the waiting, the times of not knowing. I also pray for your healing, be it by a doctor, a pill, or some other method of God's intervention. I pray that God will add in your life people to comfort you and those whom you can bring comfort. It is a journey you never wanted, possibly dreamed; but, it is one that you are on and so it is best to let God lead you through it.
You are not alone. God is with you. And people are praying.
