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It's so common now that it's almost looked down upon because of how 'cliche' it is, as if it were an attention seeking thing. Thankfully my family/friends are not like that, and offer me support.
I feel I need a lot of prayer because binge eating and bulimia really destroy who I am, and I can't seem to be able to stop it. It does a lot more damage than people realise, and it just desintegrates your mind [as well as your teeth, stomach lining, metabolism, hair growth, skin, and sleeping patterns].
It's weighed me down for 2-3 years and I don't want it to be the thing that defines me. It feels like a selfish problem, because you don't realise how self centred you become. You don't have the energy.
I haven't felt worthy of love because of how I look, and have fallen short of a lot of responsibility because I haven't had the strength and confidence.
Sorry for the essay ^^
Thank you for your prayers,
God bless -
el
I feel I need a lot of prayer because binge eating and bulimia really destroy who I am, and I can't seem to be able to stop it. It does a lot more damage than people realise, and it just desintegrates your mind [as well as your teeth, stomach lining, metabolism, hair growth, skin, and sleeping patterns].
It's weighed me down for 2-3 years and I don't want it to be the thing that defines me. It feels like a selfish problem, because you don't realise how self centred you become. You don't have the energy.
I haven't felt worthy of love because of how I look, and have fallen short of a lot of responsibility because I haven't had the strength and confidence.
Sorry for the essay ^^
Thank you for your prayers,
God bless -
el