jkalyna: thanks... i am still alive for now...
HEYA KI; I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR SAYING THANK YOU TO ME. YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO ME. I KNOW THAT JESUS REINS IN YOUR HEART EVEN THROUGH THE ROUGH STORM AND IF THE WATERS OF DESPAIR COME OVER YOUR HEAD. JESUS HEALED 10 LEPORDS WHO HAD LEPROSY IN THE BIBLE, AND ONLY ONE TURNED BACK AFTER HE WAS HEALED AND SAID THANK YOU TO THE LORD. JESUS SAID WHERE ARE THE OTHERS, ONLY 1 REMEMBERED TO SAY THANK YOU. YOU ARE SO KIND IN YOUR HEART, I KNOW YOU WOULDN'T HURT A LITTLE BUTTERFLY, YOU HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO SAY THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU WITH THE LOVE OF THE LORD. YOU KNOW WHEN YOU DOWN THE ENEMY LOVES GET YOU ALL THE WAY DOWN, SO YOU DON'T GET THE STRENGHT TO GET UP. YOU ARE UP TODAY, AND YOUR SWEET KINDNESS OF JUST SAYING THANK YOU GAVE ME A GOOD SLEEP. PLEASE DON'T BE ANGRY /BITTER AT PEOPLE, THE SCRIPTURE SAY NOT TO PUT YOUR CONFIDANCE IN MAN ENTIRELY , CURSED IS THE MAN WHO MAKES FLESH HIS CONFIDANCE. IN THIS LIFE THE MOST AND WORST THING THAT WILL HAPPEN IS THAT PEOPLE HURT OTHERS. WHEN SOMEONE IS HURT, YA KNOW THEY WANT TO HURT SOMEONE ELSE BADLY, & I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT REINITIN, I BELIEVE SHE WAS LEAD AND IS LEAD TO DO HOW THE LORD MOVES IN THINGS, BUT HERES THE THING., I DON'T KNOW YOU & NEVER SPOKE WITH YOU BUT YOU HAVE HEALED A LITTLE PRT IN ME THAT NEEDED JUST YOUR SWEET THANKYOU. YOU KNOW YOUR GOING TO MAKE SOMEONE A GREAT WIFE, AND SORRY ABOUT THE WHAMMY IT JUST SHOWED YOUR NICK NAME ON THE FIRST THREAD WITHOUT ANY COLOR. YOUR A BEAUTIFUL PERSON . THE LORD SAYS HE HAS A FUTURE FOR YOU, SUCH PROMISING WORDS, I WANT TO TELL YOU A STORY. JUST A FEW DAYS AGO, THINGS SEEMED DARK, SO DURING MY TIME OF A LITTLE MEDITATION AND PRAYER WITH THE LORD ONE MORNING A FEW AGO, I TOLD THE LORD, JUST WHAT YOUR FEELING AND EXPRESSING HERE, PRETTY MUCH CLOSE TO IT. MY FAMILY DISOWNED ME AND MY DAUGHTER/ BECAUSE THEY NEVER GREW UP IN THE LORD, BABIES, GO TO CHURCH TALK ABOUT THE LORD CARRY A BIBLE ETC. RELIGIOUS. THEY HATE LOVERS OF GOOD, AND DON'T EVEN WANT US TO VISIT THEM/ NOR DO THEY VISIT US, MY DAUGHTER GREW UP NOT KNOWING THE OTHER SIDE OF THEM AND THEY CONTINUE TO GO TO CHURCH. THEIR IS NO REAL LOVE IN THEIR HEARTS, JESUS SAID YOU WILL KNOW THEM BY THEIR FRUITS THE FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT, LOVE KINDNESS PEACE LOVE PATIENCE JOY MEEKNESS LONGSUFFERING. TODAY IS SUNDAY AND I AM HERE TYPING TO YOU AND WILL HAVE MY TIME AND FELLOWSHIP WITH THE LORD. THERE IS A LOT OF PAIN THAT I HAVE ENDURED AND ENDURE NOW, BUT FOR THOSE WHO NEVER GROW UP IN THE LORD TO FULL MATURITY, NEVER REALLY KNOW GOD AS FATHER AND THEIR TRUE IDENTITY BECAUSE GOD IS LOVE, HE THAT LOVETH NOT KNOWETH NOT GOD. SO IF IT WASN'T FOR ME PUTTING MY HOPW IN THE LORD THINGS PROBABLY WOULD BE COVERED WITH DIRT NOW, MY LIFE MY FUTURE EVERYTHING, BUT MY LIFE AND FUTURE IS COVERED WITH AND WITHIN THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST. I HAVE REACHED OUT HERE ALSO, TO FIND A FAMILY, AND WHAMO HAVE BEEN HIT BY SOMEONE REALLY HARD, WHEN MY OWN EMOTIONS WEREN'T QUITE AT PEACE. INSTEAD OF SOMEONE LOOKING AT MY LAST WORDS OF I WILL PRAY FOR THAT PERSON, I WAS BELITTLED AND LOOKED AND MADE TO LOOK EXACTLY LIKE JESUS SAID, THE WORLD WILL HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT OF THE WORLD, IF YOU WERE OF THE WORLD , THE WORLD WOULD LOVE IT'S OWN, THEY HATED ME BEFORE THEY HATED YOU, WOW, INSTEAD OF UPLIFTING ONE ANOTHER I WAS KICKED IN THE HEAD SO I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL, AND IT WAS LIKE DAY SHA VWOE DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT ALL OVER AGAIN, REJECTION BY PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY ARE CHRISTIANS. I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE BANNED, I AM NOT BUT IF THOSE WHO YOU THOUGHT WERE FAMILY IN THE LORD REJECT YOU, IT'S THE SAME. SO LET ME GET BACK TO THE STORY, SORRY I WENT OFF BASE, JUST WANTED TO SHARE THE PAIN THAT HAS BEEN CAUSE TOME HERE, AND THE LOVE THAT YOU SHARED WITH ME BY SAYING THANK YOU, I HEART IF OVERWHELMED WITH YOUR KINDNESS THAT ONLY CHRIST WOULD AND COULD OF PUT THERE, AND IF I COULD PUT THESE TEARS ON THIS NOTE I KNOW YOU WOULD FEEL THE WARMTH OF LIFE AND GOD'S LOVE THAT'S FLOODING THROUGH ME AND OTHERS. TURN THE OTHER CHCK IF YOUVE BEEN HURT AND FORGIVE THIS WILL SET YOU FREE. ONE MORE TIME SORRY ABOUT THE SIDE TRACKS. I WAS PRAYING AND TOLD THE LORD IT'S SO DARK AND I FEEL JUST LIKE YOU SCARED, AND SCARRED. I ASKED FOR ANSWERS, THIS IS WHAT WAS REVEALED TO MY SPIRIT. LIFE IS LIKE A ROAD, A JOURNEY . JUST AS THERE ARE STREET SIGNS, TELLING YOU WHERE YOU ARE AND WHERE YOUR GOING, SOMETIMES WE ARE SIDETRACKED LOOKING AT THINGS IN THIS WORLD, WE LOSE OUR FOCUS WHERE WERE TO BE LOOKING . THERE IS LIGHTS ALL THE WAY DOWN THE ROAD WE TRAVEL ON . SIGNS LIKE STREET SIGNS, SCRIPTURES LIKE JOHN 3; 16 FOR GOD SO LOVED US, SIGN; I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU. SIGN; I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS SIGN; FEAR NOT SIGN;MY PEACE I GIVE UNTO YOU SIGN; I CALL YOU FRIENDS SIGN; COME UNTO ME YOU WHO ARE WEARY AND HEAVY LADEN AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST. EACH OF THESE HAS A NAME LIKE JOHN MATTHEW ETC AND A NUMBER, LETS GO TO THE LORDS HOUSE, IN PRAYER, HIS DOORS ARE NEVER CLOSED TO YOU, AND HE WILL HEAR YOU, AND BELIEVE HE WILL HELP YOU. SO IT WAS SHOWN TO ME THAT THE ROAD I AM ON IS NOT DARK BECAUSE THE LORD POSTS ALL THE STREET SIGNS ALONG THE WAY, OH THERES SO MANY PROMISES AND IN THE PSALMS EACH ONE IS A SIGN. THE REASON IT'S NOT REALLY DARK IS BECAUSE WITH OUR NATURAL MIND, THINGS SEEM DARK, BUT IN THE SPIRIT BEING BORN AGAIN OF THE SPIRIT OF CHRIST ACCEPTING HIM AS SAVIOUR, SIGN; THY WORD IS A LAMP UNTO MY FEET SIGN; AND A LIGHT UNTO MY PATH. THESE ARE VERSES; AND ALSO THESE ARE SIGNS. SO DON'T BE AFRAID IT ISN'T DARK, IN YOUR EYES YOU HAVE LIGHT, BECAUSE YOU ARE KIND AND A COMPASSIONATE PERSON, AND YOU WILL BRING A LOT OF LOVE TO SOMEONE YOUR WORDS OF THANK YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. PLEASE DON'T LET IT BE A STAB IN MY HEART IF YOU HURT YOURSELF, WERE ALL ONE IN THE LORD, YOU WILL HURT ME, AND YOU HAVE BROUGHT HEALING TO ME FROM CC WITH YOUR KINDNESS. I LOVE YOU AND THIS IS FROM MY HEART, THERE'S A HUGE I LOVE YOU FROM THE FATHER, THE SIGN; DO YOU SEE IT IN YOUR SPIRIT, JOHN;3 16 FOR GOD SO LOVED YOU . THERE IT IS THE LIGHT THAT SHINES, DO NOT BE AFRAID IN JESUS NAME. FATHER I THANK YOU FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL PERSON, YES SHE IS BEAUTIFUL EVERYTHING YOU MAKE AND CREATED IS BEAUTIFUL, SATAN IS DEFEATED AND HIS WEAPONS OF WAREFARE ARE DISMANTELED BROKEN OVER THIS SISTERS LIFE. WE ALL STAND IN AGREEMENT IN PRAYER FOR HER, LIFT HER LORD, BE WITH HER ON LIFE JOURNEY. HELP HER TO KEEP HER EYES FOCUSED ON THE GOOD SIGNS OF HOPE, ENCOURAGMENT, AND YOUR WORD THAT YOU HAVE A PLAN FOR US, NOT A PLOT, A PLAN, NOT FEAR, YOUR GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS STORM, AND YOU WILL BE STRONGER. LUV YA, THANK YOU FOR YOUR THANK YOU. KALYNA HEY LIVE LOVE AND LAUGH I AM FOR THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGHT DIVE INTO THE WORD. YAH