whats the point?

idk why im posting a prayer...i dont really believe in prayer.
but im so broken right now..
i need help before i give up
im 17 and five months pregnent
it was not my intention to get pregnent my abusive ex bf raped me
i shouldnt have been surprise ive either been abused or raped by every guy in my life.
its like i have it written across my head...
"come take advantage of me im nothing."
im not worth it.
i self harm.
i just wanna give up.
everyone says go to god but where was he when i was five yrs old and praying it wouldnt happen again tonight "not tonight god pllease no" i would continuously say and yet it happend.
maybe because god thinks its funny.
idk
i dont matter.
im nothing.
i need help before i break.
who knows maybe no one will read this...
ill continue not to matter
ill continue to live as unloved
ill continue until i break.

Sweetie it is ungodly people that did these things to you, not God. Brokeness is when we turn to God.
He wants us to need him, to trust him, pour your heart out to him, he hears your prayers. he will take all
your hurt and turn it all around, if you will let him him and seek him with all your heart,
God bless you!

I will pray for you. You are something you are Daughter of God. THat is important. Keep praying and God will bless you. You got believe and it will take time. It is unfair for guys to take advantage of you. In his name amen.

I tried to place myself in your position, if I felt as you did and I can't. I'm sorry. I can't even pretend to image...You are five months pregnant. therefore you only have four more months before something will happen that will change your life. The birth of your child. Its scary and you may not feel like anything, but to that child inside of you. You are the whole world. That baby can hear you crying and hear when you laugh. You past is filled with painful memories and hurtful people who want to use and abuse you. However, your present and future does not have to be that way. There are people out there who will help you. Who have the love of God in their hearts and will love you and your child unconditionally because they know God's love living inside of them.

You know how to recognize the signs of people who will hurt you. they are like the ones you have known most of your life. the ones I know are nice on the outside. To strangers they would never suspect them of molesting or abusing their own children, nieces or nephews, but in private its about power and control. Learn to stop being the victim. Learn to stand if not for yourself, then for your child.

Be a mother and protect that precious life inside of you. Try and love the baby and give him or her the things and protection that wasn't given to you, because YOU are his or her entire world and the child will be born loving you. Hatred and fear are taught by this sinful and corrupt world. We are born knowing how to love, but we are taught how to hate and must learn what it means to forgive.

You will be in my prayers.

May God place people into your life and the life of your child that guide, protect and comfort you both. IN Jesus name, I pray. amen.

Pray for strength and comfort my friend.

Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah will take care of you.

I will pray for you...
I know your young, but take control of your life.
Don't put your-self in situations or places where people can take advantage of you.
Treasure your-self, value who you are!!!
Teach your child self worth by being the example.

Prayer does work...
God changed my life!
I have found Joy and peace through Jesus.
In His Love, Shekaniah

I know this is hard for you. I was 15 and pregnant once it was scary and I really didn't know what to do. I also didn't think that God was there or that he answered my prays I mean why would he I was a Terrible person I thought. But beleave me he answers prayers for people who truly beleave that he will. Please remember God never does us harm Evil people do and the devil is in control of this world . God loves us all and will interfere with the devils plans. You have to help yourself. I already know you come from a disphunctional home you don't have to say it well so did I but you have to stop it some were and that's with you and this baby. God knew if I didn't have my kids my life would have been eat up with drugs . That was something I swore I would never do make a bad life for my kids no way so drugs were out. I didn't know that then but I do now. Everything happens for a reason and God don't put any more on us then we can stand. Get your self away from the bad people you are around and start with new good people . Find a Church and go you will find good people and help.I will pray for you right now . Take care and you can do this if I can anyone can.

Damombomb is right, it was ungodly people that hurt you, and God will bring vindication for you one day.
Forgive them and yourself, then look to Jesus.
I know this sounds difficult, but as one who also was hurt so much growing up, I can tell you Jesus is deffinately worth it!
I can only tell you that His love is so great and perfect for you you could spend the rest of your life learning about how much and still just have a glimce of how great you are loved.
God Our Father wants to be your Father soooo much, He is just waiting for you to ask.
It is this love from Jesus, God Our Father that healed all the injures and scars from abuse and abandonment in my life, and later, the blessings of my children that blessed me in ways I never knew possible.
All here have spoken so many good words and are saying prayers for you in Jesus.
I add my prayers as well, for all the healing love that is already yours, to be poured out on you in Jesus Christ is Lord.

Huge hugs and God bless
pickles

He is there, always. You have to go to him. He said he will never leave you nor forsake you. Tell him what you feel, and that you do not know if you believe or not, and tell him your ready for him to reveal himself. Brace yourself!

Prayers for you and your baby sent!

I cant do this anymore, whats the point?
im not worth it.
im nothing.
i cant.
im done.

You are so, SO worth it.
It's NOT your fault.
You're so very LOVED.
I'll sit online and personally tell you this all night if I had to.
I'm still breaking over what happened to you, and I know I don't want you to end your life. Neither does God.
You have your little blessing, and all this love from your brothers and sisters in christ <3

So If Im a hypocrite then let me be called one.. because you and I are a bit similar.
Yet I have to tell you again, you are worth it, you are worth happiness and you are worth being called a mother.
You are going to be strong because that daughter will be the reason to be strong and for you to get closer to God.
I will pray tho, and I feel the same bout prayer but still I will pray for you.
You are not alone but I will say you are going to be better then me.. because you will be strong.
May God bless you, may He surely bless you, He surely will bless you with anything your heart desires, because you deserve it, you deserve to be happy.
Not on heaven only but here too in this life.
God bless

Uriel