Its good to know you, and dont worry about my illness I am fine. I beleieve that through lifes experiences we learn from wisdom and then help others. I can now express myself hopefully in my area I live. I also think I would be a good healer to people, as I do sense so many things about people. I even went to my neighbouir next door and gave her some magazines and I only just had moved here, I sensed sooemthing and I was right. I felt God guided me there for some reason. She said her youngest son Joe is going to war in afganistan, and I felt her anguish. I think I was brave becasue they are quite a large family and sometimes alittle loud, but no matter what I did something good. I am not scared of my illness anymore! Praise the lord for giving me love. Amen xx