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  1. seantspence

    CRA Christians in Recovery (anonymous)

    Will do, I’ve been diligent and daily in the Bible the past two years. Also, pray.com is a good coping mechanism to feel the healing presence of Jesus and of course worship music but I feel like I need to go deeper, as if there are deeper wounds that need to be processed, until I am whole.
  2. seantspence

    The Very Controversial List of Foods That Belong in the Lake of Fire -- What Are YOUR Picks?

    My family is from Hawaii which is probably why they like it so much. I seem to be the dark horse of the family or the shining light. They all like similar things and I am really picky and more strict, choosing healthier options. My family tends to shop for food like they never were educated...
  3. seantspence

    CRA Christians in Recovery (anonymous)

    Repented sexual immorality almost a month ago and started using covenant eyes, an app used for monitoring lustful images on your devices. It alerts your allies, who will know you have slipped. Even though I’ve been free of it for almost a month, I believe the past trauma of being sexually...
  4. seantspence

    Welcome

    i’ll check it out after my therapy appointment in the morning. I truly appreciate you forwarding me that information!
  5. seantspence

    The Very Controversial List of Foods That Belong in the Lake of Fire -- What Are YOUR Picks?

    I’ve never had a mixed grapefruit juice with Sierra Mist but I have had a squirt and they are okay. French toast is always amazing. I love that you put the comedy sketch in there. That made my night. I can officially go to sleep with a healed heart.
  6. seantspence

    Welcome

    Thank you tourist, I figure I can safely share my hurt, trauma, abuse, hate, anger and resentment here, while managing the bullies who may try to attack me while I’m here.
  7. seantspence

    Welcome

    I have been seeing a Christian therapist and processing past trauma. I have a lot of bottled up hurt from being sexually assaulted at 6 by a woman and being hyper sexualized that same year with a girl one year older than me. A decade went by until I started drinking alcohol and the hyper...
  8. seantspence

    Not interested

    But if I had to choose, I would say Cookies and Cream. I’m not a fan of blue bell
  9. seantspence

    Not interested

    I don’t think your comment is funny
  10. seantspence

    The Very Controversial List of Foods That Belong in the Lake of Fire -- What Are YOUR Picks?

    I thought I was the only one. My family loves the stuff. I don’t understand how processed factory food sounds appetizing.
  11. seantspence

    Welcome

    I should probably check them out though. Maybe it’s not just about what I want.
  12. seantspence

    Welcome

    I’ve talked to some people from Calvary Church but they seed to have fallen to Calvinism and harvest churches by Greg Laurie is another one that I sense the lack of grace at. Greg is great at convicting people to follow Christ and he is well known but the churches that I’m mostly drawn to...
  13. seantspence

    The Very Controversial List of Foods That Belong in the Lake of Fire -- What Are YOUR Picks?

    1. Spam 2. Kale 3. Jelly/Jam 4. Mayo with Spaghetti 5. Kombucha 6. Grapefruit Juice 7. Unstirred Natural Peanut Butter without Salt 8. All Alcohol 9. Pear 10. Alligator Meat in a steamed wonton wrap 11. Never had it but probably escargot (cooked snails) 12. Never had it but probably fox fully...
  14. seantspence

    Welcome

    Thank you, I hope so too. Every church that I go to, everyone acts like they are perfect and it really gets in the way of me healing from my past abuse, neglect, trauma and trust issues, They say they understand but they don’.
  15. seantspence

    Not interested

    Been seeing a Christian therapist for a year now and it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. Highly recommend all men get one to process past trauma, abuse and neglect. She also taught me boundaries, so now I respect people’s boundaries. That woman set a boundary with me and because I...
  16. seantspence

    Not interested

    Thanks for sharing. I personally just repented sexually immorality about ago, right when her and I started talking because I didn’t want that issue to get in the way. There is an app called Covenant Eyes that I highly recommend for any guy or gal looking to get some accountability for porn...
  17. seantspence

    Not interested

    I thought we were on the same page but a rave? She is 35 and I am 36. I haven’t been to a rave since I was 21, which of course was before I accepted Jesus as my lord and savior. Why backslide for a woman? I’d rather just remain single, no matter how painful it might be to end the relationship...
  18. seantspence

    Not interested

    Just went on a date with a Christian woman to go to her church, after a month of phone calls. There were many deceptive red flags that I decided to just bypass and ignore. Her photos on the dating platform were way outdated, probably when she was a teen. She is 35 now. She had one picture on her...
  19. seantspence

    Welcome

    Hi, my name is Sean. I love sending memes to my friends like finger gun to the head or jumping out a high rise building because the isolation I experience on a daily basis. I want to go to church but I am waiting on an invite. Feels weird just showing up. Especially since some places have...
  20. seantspence

    New here, decade long Christian

    My name is Sean and I've seen Jesus at work in my life since I was 6 when I first heard about Jesus from a lady in the park in Irvine, CA. I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior in April of 2014 and dedicated my life to having a personal relationship with God. I have very little community in my...