Thank you so much. Maybe I'm resisting God for not wanting to submit to His plans ... I know how wrong I am, but I can't react yet... maybe it doesn't make sense.
Future? With forty years old? I see my cousins' children getting married, new generations appearing and others after these ... so I don't want to appear pessimistic or a victim, but I prefer to give up on that.
I was referring to trusting a relationship ... I took a lifetime to open my heart and when I did, the experience was bad ... but I have already regretted writing this topic 😅