You may find that your poems may be started by yourself but in writing them He has His hand on your hand and mind.
I reread my poems and others and i am taken for a remembrance of what He said or did for me.
As much as i disagree with you most of the time, i have been thinking about what you wrote: The greatness of the gospel is very simple and in the early days when you believed it was often a death sentence. I never want to lose sight of that simple gospel and faith, no matter how much learn.
I wish i had known God in the way you did when i was 13.
He had to hit me over the head by telling me that He loved and I loved Him a year and a half ago. 75 coming up soon! Better late than never. I was a hard case?
I remember in my 20’ discovering the sweetness of Gods word. I read it for 2 years dilligently in my spare time. Thinking how great it was, how i was drawn to it, and that it filled a need in me, almost like food. I could finally understand what it was saying,
2 Timothy 3:16-17
New International Version
16 All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, 17 so that the servant of God[a] may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.
Yes, the Holy Spirit absolutely critical in everything, in our worship, in knowing whats right, in the love of Him, i still need others!
Know the scriptures know up, too much of the spirit (spirit+flesh) …blow up…..haha