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  1. Blain

    Am I an Alien?

    I have always heard of people saying this is not our home and how we are aliens but I never really understood it until the last year or so and especially today. I was looking at the storm clouds in the sky because the way the light looks with them just reminds me of him plus there was thunder...
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    Request for a new level of the relationship

    So I don't tend to make prayer requests but at this point I honestly don't know what else to do. I am needing a lot of prayers for God and I to achieve a new level of closeness and love in our relationship. I have been longing for it and seeking it for so long doing anything I can to break...
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    To search the heart of man

    There is a scripture that speaks of the heart of man Jeremiah 17:9-10 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it? “I the Lord search the heart and test the mind, to...
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    To you my love and my king

    This song always warms and tingles my heart and brings me to tears because it's a song that I feel as I listen to it that he and I are both singing to each other at the same time. The intimacy that it speaks and the tender endearment and heartfelt love woven in the words and lyrics are a...
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    Perspective thoughts

    I am not entirely sure why I wrote this I just felt as if there were some things on my heart that needed to be said I am hoping it will resonate with people So as of late I have been going through a lot of different storms in life that have made me need to seclude myself with God, sadly these...
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    Mothers day

    Mothers day is always a very profound day for me not because I'm a mother obviously but because all my life I never had a mom who cared about me. For such a long time I wanted to know what it was like to be loved and cared about by my mom, I remember watching t.v. shows or movies and feeling...
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    Dream from yesterday

    I forgot to post this dream I had yesterday I just feel like it's one I should post who knows it may have relevance to someone. I was really tired yesterday for no real reason and fell asleep on the couch for a short time. But in that short time I had a dream it started out with no image at all...
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    The I am an addict thread

    everyone is addicted to something but instead of talking about how our addictions control us or how we are enslaved to satan because of them I figured everyone needs a good laugh so here is the I am an addict thread where you can post goofy things about your addiction. I am addicted to coffee...
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    Things about anime that don't make sense

    So anime is my favorite kind of shows to watch but I have noticed things about it that just don't make sense and I thought it would be fun to talk about the things about anime that don't make sense or is just plain weird. For starters why do most of the girls look like 14 year old's and yet have...
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    Pros and cons of digital currency?

    So I have been thinking about this whole idea of a digital currency now I do ask that we not make this about the mark of the beast I just want us to discuss it as the idea itself. So here are my thoughts, I think as far as pros go it does make things more simple and if we had a universal...
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    A thread of Blain's Psalms

    As a request I am making this thread to write poetry and psalms and of course I welcome all to post theirs as well. For the most part I will probably do it in the scripture poetry game style I made a while back where I use the random scripture generator and write a poem based on that other times...
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    Was there a teacher that really made an impact on you?

    Growing up most of us have had at least one teacher who made an impact us did you ever have one? I will start ahem... When i first began school because of my abusive parents I had not been to any kind of school at the age of eight and was also very very small for my age due to being underfed, so...
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    Understanding God's will better

    For those who are having issues understanding God's will ( and believe me we all have been there) I wanted to use an analogy to help to better understand God's will and why he does things the way he does. Many of use in our minds have the belief that we know what is better than God even as...
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    A late night entry

    It is my most curious and most unusual prospect my dear reader to expound a written directive on a whim bearing no sound form or construction in mind of any kind. The prolonged silence that has been stirring the words that need spoken are at the tip of my tongue and yet I cannot speak. Perhaps a...
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    If Blain was a mod

    I was talking to steph about if God wanted me to get an actual job or if he wanted me to stay here in cc ( I have been trying so hard to get a job but to no avail) And she mentioned if God wanted me to work here and I was like as a mod? I was mostly kidding but I said to her if I was a mod I...
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    I'm in the bible XD

    So I was bored and and searched my name in the bible I know self centered much right? Well I used the kjv because I like the flavor it seems to give the word of God sometimes and only in the kjv so far is my name specifically mentioned. Exodus 9:9 (KJV) And it shall become small dust in all...
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    Welcome to the year 666

    So I have been curious about the meaning of numbers and colors in the bible and the study of numerology while some may frown upon it is quite an interesting one. The funny thing is my brain has been working faster since in numerology you have to do actual math to fully understand numbers and...
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    Spiritual warfare and the spiritual realm

    So I have been studying about the things of the spirit and just wanted to kind of speak my piece about it. First I wanted to understand what exactly is a spirit? Some might say it's the soul but I don't really think that's true, I think the soul is more like the true us not the us that was...
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    a wonderful and beautiful thing I saw

    So I was just on a walk to be with God and it was almost 12 am so the stars were out and no one was around. I was talking to him how much I wish i could speak the depth of my love and feelings for him, and I mentioned to him how he has written his love for us in the heavens when suddenly as I...
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    What's been up

    So if anyone has noticed I have not exactly been active I think you all deserve to know why. My grandma has not been doing good for a the past ten years and has been getting worse and worse. When I was young she was the best grandma ever and honestly I have never lost anyone before especially...