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    My soul hurts so disconnected

    I need God so bad.. I don't know I feel horrible. I don't know what is wrong with me.am I unlovable? God gave up on me.so tired of putting walls so noone will hurt me so I keep to myself .. but even then they manage to hurt me .. calling me crazy ,stuck up,weird but I am not.... The pain...
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    I seek guidance

    God knows I'm not perfect but I really need guidance purpose direction.God I messed up my life so bad.... Depleted..Lynn was right I'm sorry I didn't respond gracefully,but I understand her now. I got into a horrible habit of stuffing everything in insults,hurts,anger,bitternes heck...
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    work place bullying.

    I just started working at a new company. I tend to keep to myself cause in the past people at work have betrayed my trust.I see a lot of hypocrisy, immature, behavior gossip. I strongly dislike that behavior so I keep to myself. Three ladies at work asked me to join them during lunch break. I...
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    parents favoritism!?

    How do you respond to favoritism in the family? I know that I'm an adult it shouldn't bother me but something deep inside it hurts. I only mention it here never would they(my parents) understand.My sister of course takes pleasure of seeing me struggling I was involved in a head on car collision...
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    God loves me loves us yet feel guilty

    I feel so guilty for feeling hurt. I don't know how to fix my life. I have numb the sadness I feel pushed it inside. I pushed my sadness and people away. I totally isolated myself cry in private. I yearn to love and be loved,but I don't love myself.. How did I get so broken?Bad things happen to...
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    has a dream ever left you shaken up?

    Although it was just a simple dream it left me feeling horrible. I dreamt I met what I thought was a nice God fearing man . I went over to his house with good intentions we were praying then out of nowhere he tries to sexually assault me. I get scared try to get out of his house afraid he is...