I read it all at least up until this part where I'm posting my response. Thanks for sharing this. Most people wouldn't share things at this personal level but I'm glad you did. I think it's great that you're trying hard to move forward in your relationship with Jesus and God. I wish you didn't have to go through all that but look at it this way, you learned and grew from all those problems which is a wonderful thing in itself. Thank you also for reminding me that it's the little caring bits that we show people that counts the most.
