J
JustAnotherUser
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I hate this so damn much. I'm so tired of these games my head tends to play on me. I'm tired of literally being an useless piece of sh*t that really gives no benefit whatsoever in society. I can never have anything good to say to save the life of me or someone else. I don't know why I'm here and I'm thinking of just requesting to delete this account. I must be that toxic if I can't stand to see the good things people say either. I feel like some like being phony and talk so good about themselves or when they do so for others, they try putting good word in about themselves as well. I thought that we aren't supposed to boast our good works or say things as if we're set on a high standard like that. I guess I'm wrong? When is the line drawn to not like something that maybe deep down I wish I had? Am I really that cursed? I know whether if I go by suicide or die from what ever cause, I'm going to be thrown to hell anyway. Why should I even give a damn? I'm way too messed up and can't tell anybody the whole truth and yet I somehow give them such wrong impressions of me to think otherwise, and then I get mad when seeing I have enemies for reasons I don't even know. I should've just stuck to not letting anyone in since the day I first came to that conclusion. I might as well forget the whole God business as well because apparently he picks as to who comes with him and I know I wouldn't be one of them.