As the deer pants after the water brooks, so pants my soul after You, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God (not a lifeless God). When will I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my food day and night, while they (Israel) continually say to me (sarcastically) 'Where is your God'?
When I think on these things, I pour out my soul in me, for I had gone with the multitude (worshippers, faithfully), I went with them to the house of God, with the voice of joy and praise, (enthusiastically) with a multitude (of worshippers) that kept holy day (the sabbath).
(But, in spite of my diligence) Why are you cast down , O my soul, and why are you disquieted in me? Hope thou in God, for I shall yet praise Him for the help of His countenance.
O my God, my soul is cast down within me, ......
Deep calls unto deep at the noise of Thy waterfalls, all thy waves and Thy billows are gone over me.
(In spite of all this) Yet the Lord will command His loving kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song will be with me, and my (cry) prayer unto the God of my life (very survival).
I will (at times of pain and rejection) say unto my God my Rock, why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of he enemy? (What on earth is going on?).
As with a sword in my bones, my enemies (religionists)reproach me, while they say daily unto me, 'where is your God'?
Psalm 42.
Judge me, O God, and plead my cause against an ungodly (following traditions of men) nation...Psalm 43
This fellow was in a quagmire, betwixt a rock and a hard place. Loved God with all of His heart and yet he still did not fit in with the trendy church goers of his day. They looked on him as a pariah, strange, 'don't get to close to this guy...he's weird'!
Church history has always had its tares and wheat, goats and sheep, those that mock, those that weep, those that are 'IN', those on the street.
This fellow knew of loneliness, rejection, and of being despised. He had God's mark on him and he paid the price for it.
The kingdoms of men or the kingdom of God. Which are you a part of? The evidence, for one or the other, is acceptance or rejection. One is of hay and stubble, the other is of choice gems. Mere man as the chief cornerstone or Christ as the chief cornerstone. Which will it be?