Hi everyone,
My name is Stephanie and I am asking for prayers. I would also like to vent so I apologize if this request is super long. The end of 2017 has put me into a very deep depression. I had my second baby in September and since then my kids father kicked me out of the house because of an argument we had, and I was living in my car, hotels, etc after having a cesarean and was away from my children for about 4 weeks. We decided almost a month later to go to therapy, that following weekend I found out he slept with his ex (who he has children with as well) and now they’re back together. He seems to have no remorse for his actions. He never asks how the kids are, and tries to paint me to be a monster because I have the kids with me full time because he immediately had them stay at her house without consulting with me or speaking to her. He keeps me in the dark about anything that has to do with them. I question God so much, like it seems he’s being given everything he desires while hurting others, being rewarded, and yet I am the one who is suffering mentally, emotionally, etc. he’s mean to me now, he doesn’t talk to me on the phone if it has to do with the kids. He treats me like crap. I am struggling financially, I feel no good is coming to me. I sleep on a couch at my parents with my kids and I just cry all the time. I feel like I am destined to have nothing good. I love my kids but I feel sorry for them. Like I wish I didn’t bring them into this world. Prayers or advice would be very helpful. Thank you.
My name is Stephanie and I am asking for prayers. I would also like to vent so I apologize if this request is super long. The end of 2017 has put me into a very deep depression. I had my second baby in September and since then my kids father kicked me out of the house because of an argument we had, and I was living in my car, hotels, etc after having a cesarean and was away from my children for about 4 weeks. We decided almost a month later to go to therapy, that following weekend I found out he slept with his ex (who he has children with as well) and now they’re back together. He seems to have no remorse for his actions. He never asks how the kids are, and tries to paint me to be a monster because I have the kids with me full time because he immediately had them stay at her house without consulting with me or speaking to her. He keeps me in the dark about anything that has to do with them. I question God so much, like it seems he’s being given everything he desires while hurting others, being rewarded, and yet I am the one who is suffering mentally, emotionally, etc. he’s mean to me now, he doesn’t talk to me on the phone if it has to do with the kids. He treats me like crap. I am struggling financially, I feel no good is coming to me. I sleep on a couch at my parents with my kids and I just cry all the time. I feel like I am destined to have nothing good. I love my kids but I feel sorry for them. Like I wish I didn’t bring them into this world. Prayers or advice would be very helpful. Thank you.