a confession of my thoughts

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yesterday I saw an ambulance passing through and something flipped through my mind like... "if mom was in that ambulance, I would be free and life would be so much easier."

Only today I came to realise what went through my mind and I clearly realised it was sin.
It was a prove of hate towards my parents.

Somehow I just don't understand why I still can't feel real loving affection towards my parents while they treat me well these days.
The only problem is that there usually is no respect of boundaries towards me or even towards certain thoughts. Everythin has to be under control for them, even me... I guess that's what kind of bothering me and I can't change a thing about it.

Still, I wonder why I can't have peace with my parents in my heart.
I want to love them but I have no idea what is stopping me from loving them with peace in my heart.

Anyways, please pray that there will change something in my heart...
 
Daughter said:
yesterday I saw an ambulance passing through and something flipped through my mind like... "if mom was in that ambulance, I would be free and life would be so much easier."

Only today I came to realise what went through my mind and I clearly realised it was sin.
It was a prove of hate towards my parents.

Somehow I just don't understand why I still can't feel real loving affection towards my parents while they treat me well these days.
The only problem is that there usually is no respect of boundaries towards me or even towards certain thoughts. Everythin has to be under control for them, even me... I guess that's what kind of bothering me and I can't change a thing about it.

Still, I wonder why I can't have peace with my parents in my heart.
I want to love them but I have no idea what is stopping me from loving them with peace in my heart.

Anyways, please pray that there will change something in my heart...
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No you wouldn't feel free and life wouldn't be easier. You would feel lost, empted, and all along. Your parents love you dearly. They just want the best for you. They want to teach you right from wrong and to get you ready for what is to come. As young adults we rezent that. We want to do our own thing, find our own way. Your parents are your best friend and you will miss them greatly after they're gone. Mine died when I was your age and I still miss them dearly.
Dear Lord open the eyes of this daughter and let her see how much she needs her mother and how much her mother need her. May they walk in your ways and seek your will, in the name of Jesus, amen
 
Thanks for telling me the clear truth about this Woodl.
These words are words I should keep in mind when another conflict dares to approach.
Thanks brother..

Sarah
 
Jesus you know the hearts and minds of each person in this family.
Move each person to show a true love and concern for one another.
Revveal to each one...how to love the other family member.
Lord fill this house with your perfect love that drives out fear...
May God bless you all, keep you all, and shine his light in your home...
So the truth will always be revealed...
In Jesus name Amen
 
Sometimes we need to forgive, even when we do not know what for.
Hugs, we parents know we are always deciding what our children can do, but it is done only because we desire so much for you, and want no harm to come to you. :)
You are in my prayers in Jesus.

God bless
pickles
 
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