iT IS QUITE ALIGHT sorry I had the caps on.
You never could have known so it is not your fault. I on;y jabe sich disabilties because I am lacking in every way that one these days considers to be any kind of truth or strength according to the way of this world and todays believers For better or for worse my mid does not see or understand things like n0ormal peaple and perhaps the fact I do not think or see or understand as others do as I have always considered a weakness may be the key to seeing more as he does.
My curses always end up being his strength I consider myslef lacking in every way I cannot say I am doctrinally correct My memory issue make where I cannot memorize scripture I cannot hear one and not have to look it up but he brings to memory parts of scripture and that leads me to search it out and almost always it reveal he was speaking to me.
Somethiung vitial to understand is that knowledge of scripture is only the first step when you go to the living word speaking acting living as if he is a real person as he is the truth the way and life as he can and will move in with you he will come physiacally he will reate a bond and relationship with you as if there is no barrier of physical or spiritual he comes in physical and spiritual if you dare to believe he can
Imagine him presenting to you himself in person as if you expected your closest friend to arrive at any time, imagine his presence coming to you as a golden fog filling your room entering you into him not with him but in him the wonder and mystery of himself a part f him that you could not begin to try try to create within your own mind beyond you understanding or creativity all of this in that one moment where you are in him the endless vast wonder of himself so much more than what we can handle mentally emotionally and physically and yet it all you need to not just want to know him no you need to know you refuse anything less
My role involves much more suffering much more spiritual warfare muc more pain lonliness attacks dealing with on my own but I have tasted and seen the real thing in doing so.
Can you imagine your soul iteself feel;ing being healed being given life him using his hand to slowly and gently as if showing the greatest love and understanding as he mends your inner wounds by his owns hanfs?
It is strange it hurts but feels so good at the same time evenI do not understand it, nut I know that because I wasd after far more than doctrinally truth that beczuse more than anything even all he has to oferr me in heaven is that I wanted to know him I mean really know him think pof every aspect he has spoken of himself and consider this is not even 000000000000090000.1 of himself how can one know him and not have that fascination with him the intrigue and hungry desire to know more?
Amyone who has ever experienced never was the same it was not about salvation or how good enough they were their hearts passion was of absolute adorationb and hunger for his person not what he can do for us not what we consider anything to be you are blind to all of that youonly see him you only see the true treasure that all of heaven cannot compare.
Many call me a false teacher and prophet I have to go away many times because of the severity of attacks I have recieved and I also deal with a lot of spiritual warfare you will not be attacked if you are not a threat I cannot be online much these days due to the spritual warfare
i go through it is not as simple as things going to hell for you in life it affects you mentally physically emotionally any way he can attack you and you are an actualy threat trust me it gets bad even close to death.
I am a wounded warrior so I do not have the strength to do as he calls me to do anymore I have to beaten to severely mocked and derided even to the point where I question if anything I said or did mattered if the garden I saw with me planting the seeds and him growing it
My mjob was only to speak and plant what seeds I could I made it clear that while I am a prophet I am noty above the chuirch that was never my purpose (I am only a spark a spark is not much it is quick weak and only serves at a starter.
But because most are abiding by the system the devil created to confuse divide and conguor the treasures I have seen and experienced first hand go unseen unheard.
I say all these things because I was after the real truth the the real kingdom I was going for it and I was going to bring it here anyone can see doctrine denomionation your knowledge of scripture never does anything it is always the same pattern.
So the things I say even though not perfect I need everyone to really consider and pay attention to because yes it will go against the norm the natural thinking and understanding of most believers but the reWARD FOR IT THE DEPTH OF HOW TRULY CLOSE YOU CAN BE WITH HIM THINGS CONSIDERED MIRACLES THAT JUST HAPPEN AS IN EVERY DAY LIFE THE REALITY OF WHO WE ARE IN HIM WHO HE IS THE POSITION HE PLACES US IN IT WILL COMPLETELY ASTONISH SHOCK AND BEWILDER YOU YOU HAVE NO CLUE who you are in him the actually authorityu and worthiness you hold him.
And time is running out
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