You know what, jsb? In my youth, i thought if i'd be imprisoned as paul and silas in acts 16.25 were, i'd simply sing to the Lord. What i didnt realize was could i go thru what they have done too?! It may not be an easy or simple scenario, but if that be any comfort, other believers went thru that and were victorious. There was an evangelist i heard abt when i was in high school, who was converted to the Lord while there, and went on to share abt the Lord Jesus when he was released. I pray the Lord comfort and help you at this time and more. God is merciful... we continue to ask, seek and knock at heaven's door.