From your previous post, seem to me you believe that after the crucifixion of Jesus we not need to take the cross anymore because we not under the law but grace.
It mean you believe taking the cross is under the law, like animal sacrifice.
Paul take the cross
Paul say he is not under the law
So take the cross is not under the law
Don't be discouraged Jackson, the Holy Spirit has asked me to give up many things since I started my ministry. If we hold anything of this world more dear than our walk with Christ, it will be used against us. The disciples understood this:
Mark 10:28-30 "Then Peter began to say unto him, Lo, we have left all, and have followed thee. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, but he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life."