Hi all
I just want some help at the moment.
Well the thing is I going on holiday tomorrow with my Dad and Brother I should be excited and happy but no i'm not.
Every holiday for the last three or four years my dad has been putting me down and having a dig at me on holidays in front of everybody. He even shouted at my Brother in the middle of the supermarket only because he was suggesting to him he could by something. My brother is 36 and I am 33. but because I am so sensitive I cry and it's upsetting and then if he see me cry he says you wouldn't think that your a grown women.
But this isn't just on holiday it's at home or any where, I learning to drive when I first said that to him he said I don't think you can do that. if it was anybody else their farther would say good luck hope it goes well for you.
He puts me down so I am really low. I wish I could have the guts to say something to him.
But when he has a go at me or puts me down I think God is my Farther my almighty farther and maybe one day he will shout at you and make you cry.
But the thing I need help with really is that it is making me angry which you are allowed to be but it getting to the point that I just want lash out at anybody i can feel it inside i want it to go away i am no way looking to this holiday. anad i don't want my dad putting me down all the time because i feel like i am useless that what my dad said to me once as well.
And i'm finding it hard to respect my Dad and i know i should but the way he is sometimes it easier for me not to.
So if you could please give me a few suggestions i would really really appreciate it so much, thanks for taking the time to read my problem.
I just want some help at the moment.
Well the thing is I going on holiday tomorrow with my Dad and Brother I should be excited and happy but no i'm not.
Every holiday for the last three or four years my dad has been putting me down and having a dig at me on holidays in front of everybody. He even shouted at my Brother in the middle of the supermarket only because he was suggesting to him he could by something. My brother is 36 and I am 33. but because I am so sensitive I cry and it's upsetting and then if he see me cry he says you wouldn't think that your a grown women.
But this isn't just on holiday it's at home or any where, I learning to drive when I first said that to him he said I don't think you can do that. if it was anybody else their farther would say good luck hope it goes well for you.
He puts me down so I am really low. I wish I could have the guts to say something to him.
But when he has a go at me or puts me down I think God is my Farther my almighty farther and maybe one day he will shout at you and make you cry.
But the thing I need help with really is that it is making me angry which you are allowed to be but it getting to the point that I just want lash out at anybody i can feel it inside i want it to go away i am no way looking to this holiday. anad i don't want my dad putting me down all the time because i feel like i am useless that what my dad said to me once as well.
And i'm finding it hard to respect my Dad and i know i should but the way he is sometimes it easier for me not to.
So if you could please give me a few suggestions i would really really appreciate it so much, thanks for taking the time to read my problem.