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Jordache
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I have the energizer bunny in my heart. I love to help people. For myself, I love to be productive. I love to go go go. As I've gotten older, I've learned a bit more about resting though I have not perfected it. For as long as I can remember, I have been tired. Even when there is no typical reason, I'm am tired. Part of it is a disease that I have, but I believe a bigger part is the abuse that occurred at night as I was growing up. Now, as an adult, my response to being chronically tired is way beyond normal. It's rage. I feel like a little girl throwing a raging tantrum. I'm not talking about a simple didnt get the toy that I wanted tantrum, but the I can't understand this kind of trantrum. It absolutely undoes me when I'm tired and really need to be doing something.
Right now, that tiny tot is raging and I don't know what at. There are 10,000 things for me to do, but I'm too tired to do any of them.
Right now, that tiny tot is raging and I don't know what at. There are 10,000 things for me to do, but I'm too tired to do any of them.