sorry, but right as I was going to move on from this post, I beleive the Holy Spirit just spoke to me...
I was a child of a single parent home, my mother, was never a very motherly nurturing parent ( she simply didn't know how to be, for her mother was not that way) My mother worked always... and when she'd given her life to Christ and accepted Him as Lord and Saviour, I was 8 and soon her life consisted of work and church... she'd seemed to love the children at the church and the neighborhood more than me...
My dad, I wouldn't even know my father had it not been for my mom, (though my dad never spent more than two days in jail (parking tickets) he was still and still is in a type of prison) My dad is an alcoholic. My mom made sure we visited my dad no matter where he lived at any given time... but alcohol seemed to be more important to him...
I at times felt like you did, alone... is that how you were feeling when you wrote the post? Alone and no one cares? the very people that are suppose to love you and cared for you, the very same people that brought you into this world, seemed to have abandon you... Is that how you feel? that even God himself seems far away and unreachable, like HE has left you to figure out life and your future by yourself?
Oh for many years I felt that way, hurting... but my dear one... God is in Your life...
Though my very parents weren't there when I needed them most, God sent people to help me through... God will use willing people to show His love and what means to be loved through them... just keep your heart receptive to His love and guarded against evil, keep your ears open (faith comes by hearing, and hearing the Word of God), Keep your mind stayed on Jesus... and allow the Holy Spirit to lead you and guide you.
Your Friend in Christ,
TalentedPoet
