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feeling a bit low today, went to a ladies bible study group, and it was about ladies of the bible, the first one we have done was miriam in the old testament, and how god had lead the people out of egypt with moses, and miriam thank god as soon as they were the other side of the water and how we should do that, we should shout gods praises when hes done amazing things for us, but miriam got jelous and started wanting to be the leader, not moses, so god gave her leprosy and was kept away from people for 7 days and god out of grace only gave her 7 days of it, then she was healed and aloud back, becasue of jesus we dont have god wrath, but it makes me think how much god has let me do, and iv be able to do it. i dont deserve it. i feel like im a waste on god.