@ Toska
It´s like when you tried to teach and haven´t found the best way.
I never thought you could be around when I tried to leave some steam off and, if I have stopped myself, exceptinal people would be around, evenly not being a friend.
Sometimes being somewhat cinic doesn´t work, sincere words hurt and hypocritical one are welcome ro sought... That´s why it seems better to hide those words anyone wants to hear, particularly if these lie.
If eternity is involved in hiding some "truths" I or any other regrets to see, I´d better be blinded or my mind be turned to cosmic dust. I have lived too long.
Perhaps I need additional lessons on how to be patient.