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Asking for something and behing that it already his means that one must renonce to his multiple agendas. If I ask to have someone in my life and that I love to complaint. The request look like this : please God make sure that I stay single so I can feel miserable and that I can be rigth about behing a victime. I really love behing rigth and you know it. Or please give me a partner but I am really affraid of behing in a relationship and I will do everything that I can to meast up my relationship.
I feel really bless has so many of my prayse have been responded in an incredible way. Everysingle time asking also mean to renonce to something because if I ask and I know that it will not appen then I renonce nothing.
One example:
My mom praid that my life would go better because I wasn't able to find a proper work. I was doing what I love but without a suficient salery. the next morning my house burn down. A little moment after I had nothing to loose so I ask to be in charge of a child care service and in the same periode my boss offered to pay my study and so I accepted and I was terrified of responsibility and I renonce that has the possibility of behing in charge arized. Then I accepted to be in charge of a child care service in a primary school. I am in charge since 3 mounths now.
Praying imply an inner transformation. In this world we are taugth that the way it work's is:
do -> have then you can be a certain way
but the truth that is pointed by Jesus is:
be -> do then have...
My pray are always responded according to my hiden agendas. When I am really commited to ask for something I look inside my self what I need to renonce. sometime it's behing a fraid, sometime it's complaining but never it's because it's not the rigth time. It's only that I didn't really do my part in this beautifull grace from God. To the ones that have nothing (way of behing) more will be taking and to the ones that have everything more will be given. I am no one to speak about the Bible and if somethings I say resonnate with you take it otherwise read something else.
I feel really bless has so many of my prayse have been responded in an incredible way. Everysingle time asking also mean to renonce to something because if I ask and I know that it will not appen then I renonce nothing.
One example:
My mom praid that my life would go better because I wasn't able to find a proper work. I was doing what I love but without a suficient salery. the next morning my house burn down. A little moment after I had nothing to loose so I ask to be in charge of a child care service and in the same periode my boss offered to pay my study and so I accepted and I was terrified of responsibility and I renonce that has the possibility of behing in charge arized. Then I accepted to be in charge of a child care service in a primary school. I am in charge since 3 mounths now.
Praying imply an inner transformation. In this world we are taugth that the way it work's is:
do -> have then you can be a certain way
but the truth that is pointed by Jesus is:
be -> do then have...
My pray are always responded according to my hiden agendas. When I am really commited to ask for something I look inside my self what I need to renonce. sometime it's behing a fraid, sometime it's complaining but never it's because it's not the rigth time. It's only that I didn't really do my part in this beautifull grace from God. To the ones that have nothing (way of behing) more will be taking and to the ones that have everything more will be given. I am no one to speak about the Bible and if somethings I say resonnate with you take it otherwise read something else.